The scar that healed

Try as i might
I cant believe
that my one true love,
would do this to me

He used me, abused me, tore at my heart,
Broke me, choked me, and left me in the dark

It hurts me so, how your cant know
The time i spend with my razors edge,
To let the pain seep from me,
in scarlet drops of memory

the scarlet drops that no one sees
help me loose my memory's
just help the pain go away
i don't want to live without you another day

this razors my life
because i don't have u
so forget me now
its not like you care
to you all i am
is a scar that healed

your scars are healed
mine are gashes
that bleed and spill
the color of my heart
once again.