Promising

I have scars to prove my fears,
I have pain to prove my tears,
I have friends to show I need,
A little stability, I wish, indeed,

I have knives to show my self-hate,
I have time that lays out my fate,
I have people who don't understand,
And I have someone who's more than one man.

I have wishes and secret dreams,
I have smiles however hard that may seem,
I have colour and beliefs that are true,
I have someone, that someone is you.

I have something precious more than words can explain,
I have something hidden, he drives me insane,
I have a mind, which thinks too much,
About the things I love and hate....and such.

I have a tiny light to hold in the sky,
I have a tiny hope, one that gets me by,
I have a little faith somewhere deep in my soul,
I have a hundred and one tiny, little goals.

I have a person who's not ever at my side,
I have a person however far is deep inside,
I have a blessing deep in my heart,
Promising that one day he and I'll never be apart.