Circles

Round and round i run
Dig myself a deeper world, destruction
Ignoring all the hurt, with every restrain
Keeping busy, pretence of happiness

But when she grabbed my throat
Punched me in the face
i fell off my safety mark
And was flung straight into the dark

The happiness of the last few hours
Evaporated without a sparkle
Falling tears run riot along my skin
Mother finding every button to push from within

Trust is gone, even more than before
Simple expressions i cannot make
For my f.u.c.k.i.n.g life
Is a mistake