I hate the way i feel,
I wish this wasn`t real,
As i think to myself no this can`t happen
I walk around the room
While I'm in so much pain
It`s as if my life, just washed down the drain
I want to tell him no but i can`t
thinking about it makes me sick,
But maybe sickness is the cure
Or maybe its just a blur
I can`t seem to find out how i feel
Only if i wasn`t alone
Only if someone can help me,
This decision would be easier,
Or maybe it`s just a joke.
