Why did i do that?
why did i let her go?
i feel like i should die right now for doing that
or someone should shoot me right now
i let go the only girl i ever truly loved in my life....
i let her go with a stupid mistake...
it feels like i just lost my summer break...
each time i want to cry and forget about it
each time i cut myself with a blade to see myself cry in my own pains...
and watch the red color blood dripping out slowly onto the floor
i couldn't tell if they were either tears or blood dripping..
i just wish i wouldn't had done that...
i gave you up when you loved me the most then the other guy..
now i can only live in regret
and slowly forget about it...
