If I am ever going to brake down and cry
It will be here and now
If I am ever going to be asking stupid questions
I would be “Why me?†Why now?†and “How…?â€
How did my life get so messed up?
Why didn’t I see all of this coming my way?
The pain and confusion is overtaking me
Oh, how I wish it wouldn’t stay
When things got hard in my life before
I used to pray for a spring of light
But now I have lost all my faith
And I no longer see the difference between day and night
Not so long ago I used to be a young woman running free
But now there is a scared child hidden in my eyes
Nobody knows how I really feel
Because my smile is my disguise
I lost the will and desire I once had for life
My hopes and my dreams has all been crushed
It seems like I’m walking ‘round in circles, trying to run away
‘Because I don’t have the strength it takes to face the problems
that are standing in my way
In the way of going back to the way things were
But are they ever gonna be the same
No, because I’ve been hurt by the people I once cared most for
This just isn’t fair!!!
Why is this happening to me?
I keep asking but an answer I never get
What did I do to deserve this?
Is a question I can’t forget
But instead of expressing my pain to somebody
I keep crying and hoping and wishing that it will all go away
But each morning I wake up and realize NOTHING has changed
Today is just as painful as yesterday, and it will get worse during the day
I just want to be like everybody else
Live the same way they live their lives
But I can’t help thinking of the bad things
And each though hurts like a hundred stabbing knives
I guess all I want is fore someone to notice
To listen to me, comfort me and make me feel safe
Reach out a helping hand and convince me to grab it
Before I totally give in to the pain
Because then, soon, it may be too late!!!
