Happiness Please

All i want to be is happy,
live my life day by day,
filled with unwanted feelings,

I think what I'm holding on to can not be,
so maybe i can find someone else who will make me just as happy,
i hope that day comes soon because its a thing i want the most,
and I'm starting to hate this state I'm in

these tears, pain, and lies need to go away,
fulfill myself with happiness because i hate being this way.

~This isn't very good but its what i feel so i wrote it please comment it~