I don't know what to do anymore
i want to cry and fall to the floor
I'm tired of wearing this heavy mask
i need help but i don't know who to ask
people think i am so strong
but no I'm not... they're all wrong
inside i cry
inside i die
every single day i scream
things are not always as they seem
I'm so afraid to say
that I'm not OK
because what if no one catches me
what if he doesn't see
what if the lord deserted me
then where would i be
no i am not happy
but maybe... someday the lord will let me be
