Its not a poem. its to someone special

We went through so much together, the good, the bad, the dating, the breaking up, the brotherhood, the sisterhood. u saved my life. i saved yours. i laugh, u laugh. u laugh, i laugh. i cry, u beat the crap out of whoever made me cry and make me laugh. u cry, i hold u, until the tears stop and hold you until you are ok. i wrote to you about it, i told you about it, and u told somebody about it, so they could do something about it, before i did something to stop everything. it may not make much sense to the people that dont know about who im talking about, and it may not even make sense to the person i wrote it to. but all i want him to know, is that i love him. i love him so much. but im scared that if i told him, our friendship would stop, when our relationship did as well. but i love him, and i will die knowing how much he meant to me, and he will never know. he doesnt know im writing this to him, he doesnt know.