Heartache

I feel terrible
like my heart is bleeding
from every pore it possesses
its bringing me down

i sit and stare
wishing he would say
those magic words
and make my heart rejoice

i fear he will never feel
for me like i do for him
i want to stay away
but at the same time i need him

hes driving me crazy
i don't know what to think
its like I'm not there
and i don't exist

at first i was excited
but now a sickening feeling fills me
it engulfs me
and soon i wont be able to breathe

if i did something wrong
then I'm sorry please forgive me
i just want you to be happy
even it breaks my heart