I couldnt believe I said I was done,
I was done crushing,
And believing in having a bf,
But then I saw him,
He was there in front of me talking to me,
He was taller than last year,
He was taller than me I then felt this shock,
That drew me closer was it possible.
To crush on him again,
To like him as more than a friend,
I knew he would freak if I said anything to him
So I wouldnt,
And I couldnt admit that maybe I still liked him.
Was it possible that maybe,
I was jealous that all the other girls,
Were talking to him and loving him too,
They were laughing and touching him,
I love him,
I dont want to love him,
I said I was done,
I said I was over,
Why do I love him then?
