The first cut

I cant express to him
how much i love him
he would never understand

he says hes over her
but has found someone else
and its not me

it breaks my heart
what i wouldnt give
for just one kiss

the hope is fading
the hot tears start to run
and the first cut is made

it goes deep
the red blood shines
it burns through

next comes the ice
along with tiny grains of salt
the pain inside still hurts

the knife and ice didnt compare
the pain inside is still there
it will never go away