My best friend is going through pretty much the same thing that you are and I've tried to be there for her every step of the way because her boyfriend really hurt her. My best advice would be for you to talk to your friends. I know that when my friend talks to me she feels better. If that doesn't make you feel better then you should try to concentrate on other things. I know it's hard, I've been through something like this too, but just constantly remind yourself that you are an amazing person, and if he can't realize that then you are better off without him. Hope you feel better! :)

I went through this. i swear i went out with this one boy about 20 times because he told me he loved me and he shouldnt've broken up with me. when i finally said no another boy asked me out and we've been going out ever since. it's going to be hard to say no, but better things will come.
oh..and is this the lauren that emailed me? jus wondering...lol
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Lauren

Hey i know how you feel..this boy i fell in love with and we fought and things got too tough for him so he dumped me then we tried again and as much as i knew it was bad for me to go back out with me becuz it would kill me i did it and ended up heartbroken as usual..my advice in this situation is to just tell him straight up i love you and i want to be with you but i cant take you playing games so now you have to choose do you want to be with me or not cuz im not playing games anymore..but make sure he knows you still love him..good luck

♥---allison

Hey, the same exact thing is happenin w me and my "first love" ...i love him a ton, but he left me for someone 2 yrs older than me and then the girl dumped him and he came crawling back 2 me. I was like wtf is ur problem. But him and i are sort of friends now....and i asked him y he was so unhappy and he said its cuz he treats me so bad. I said y do u? and he said Idk. I think wat u have to do is look at this problem....and ask urself if u really want to be hurt by this guy again? and the answer is no then u got urself an answer.

Im kim, ive been through the same thing. i told him that this was the last time and if you rly wanted to be w/ me, then you need to deside what you want. and he did