Love is such a confusing thing
I still always think of someone I shouldn't be
I've already found a better guy that loves me a lot
I don't deserve him I feel like he has to be bought
Even though I have this beauty a part of me wants the beast
Even though he devoured my heart like a gushing feast
He still says things that stab into my heart
Even though it seems so long that we've been a part
I can't say what would happen if my sweetie found this out
Maybe he would feel sorry for me or be hurt and shout
I love him so much and don't want to loose him
But ever since the beast destroyed my heart has been so grim
To him and the rest of the world I seem so happy
Little do they know of this ache that haunts me
I just want to forget the sorrows of my past
I just want to love freely and stop being an outcast
I must have cried a river by now over this
Especially that night he gave me our last kiss
I hate thinking about it and I really shouldn't
But I've tried forgetting and I just couldn't
I'm so afraid to loose my new beauty's love
There is no other guy as sweet as him that I know of
I'm sick of being torn and I can't afford to be broken again
But when I think of my sweetie I'm actually Glad God Created Men