So Tired (Ryan Rager)

by Jenn   Jan 22, 2006


I'm so tired of crying,
Hoping that you will hear.
I'm so tired of being lonely,
When you are never near!

I'm so tired of waking up,
In the middle of a perfect dream.
Hoping that you'll be right there,
But you aren't and so I scream.

I'm so tired of all the pain,
That I'm feeling everyday.
I'm so tired of all this sadness,
I wish it would go away!

I'm so tired of living of memories,
That I have between you and I.
I'm so tired of laying down at night,
Hiding my silent cries!

I'm so tired of hearing the phone ring,
Hoping you're calling me back.
I'm so tired of feeling worthless,
Because of the words you lack!

I'm so tired of feeling ugly,
When you don't talk to me.
I'm so tired of being let down,
By those so close, you see.

I'm so tired of all these feelings,
Causing me to stumble and fall.
But the thing I'm mostly tired of,
Is how I can't hate you at all!

Please...comment me! i have so many doubts in my mind on how to deal with this guy! i love him! but sometimes it's almost as if he doesnt care! i just need someone to help me!!

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  • 18 years ago

    by BrokenMemoriex

    This is such a beautiful poem, jenn. I'm going through the same right now.. I guess there are only two ways out - if you think you still stand a chance, go for it! =) but if you feel that it's impossible between the two of you, giving up is not a bad idea. It may seem hard right now, but think of 6 months down the road... Do you still want to be crying over him, or to regain freedom and be back to your old self?
    Check out my poems if u like. ;)

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