This is such a beautiful poem, jenn. I'm going through the same right now.. I guess there are only two ways out - if you think you still stand a chance, go for it! =) but if you feel that it's impossible between the two of you, giving up is not a bad idea. It may seem hard right now, but think of 6 months down the road... Do you still want to be crying over him, or to regain freedom and be back to your old self?
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