If I had a suicide note... it would sound like this.

This is for willow,
and all the times that she cared...
This is for Alec,
and all the moments we shared...
This is for jess,
because we never fought...
This is for Tess,
because she had a thought...

This is for me...
For such a brave face,
and for letting go of such disgrace,
not to mention for keeping up that deal,
by clearing scars which do not heal.

Because for every time I fulfill a wish,
I come one step closer to ending this,
and that only wish that i had left,
was to be happy before my death.
So, thanks to you 5,
for showing me the bright-
that once took rein over my night.
In return for your role as savior.
I grant you each one last favour.

To Jess-Who I adore-
I will take some pills and spare you gore.
To Tess-Who also wouldn't want to see this clear-
I will slice my arm without fear.
To Willow-Who seemed hurt when I cut-
A rope I'll use to end this muck.
To Alec most-Who felt my pain-
I'll send you my love and hope you'll regain.
Then to me-One grant remain-
I will let you know your deaths in vein.