I want to move on
but sometimes when i think about it
i feel that i have nothing to move on from
i dont have anything from my past anyways
what am i moving on from?
what am i trying to forget and leave in the past?
i want to start over
but i dont know what im starting over for
i think about it and think about it but it doesnt get me anywhere
im always in the same spot havent moved even a inch
am i wanting to try and start to live my teen life?
am i trying to forget about what i could never do and try to accomplish them now?
i dont get it what am i wanting to do
i've never really lived my teenage life like the others
i dont have crazy stories about my highschool dances or prom or guys that i've dated
i just have sad sappy lonely ol me stories
could i really be this lame?
why was i so shy and never tried/did what i should have?
what was i waiting for my whole life
a new begining, new life, a fresh start?
new and happy memories?
moving on from all the pain i felt in the past?
sometimes when i think about what i want in life
i thought i found it (im pretty sure i did)
hes all i ever wanted in a guy
yea he may not b perfect
but neither am i
with him i can start a new life, a new begining, new memories, a fresh start.. right?
im inlove im not ashamed of telling anyone who asks me and i love it and i love him,
i just never knew it was going to be so hard.. why was i so blind?
it doesnt take one person to keep the love alive
it has to be both of then willing to sacrafice
not just one of them but both of them
cant b blind in the game of love
you have to see whats there and whats not really there...
i was to scared to open my eyes.. why?
i was afraid to lose him and still am but i cant control what happens... right?
*please tell me what u think of it..* ill reaturn the favor..
