I don't think you realize how hard I've fallen
I'm sorry but my hearts full of cold poison
The old me disappeared a long time ago
Along with the thought and smiles id show
This family that led me to be a fake, to pretend
School, boys and friends didn't help either in the end
Don't even bother to try and help me, i don't need your prayers
I'm just a lot cause with a death-wish and no cares
I know it hurts but do not deny
That i am worse of here where all i can do is cut and cry
My wrist will soon smash into bloody sheds and break
Then mum and dad you'll see the pain you create
Don't you dare call me selfish for doing this
Whatever you 'love' me but give it a miss
Cause you have no choice in the matter
I'm hurt, I'm lost, I'm gone, forever...
