Cut

I'm Lying here in the darkness alone in my bed.
I just want to fall asleep, fall asleep, away from the tears.
The tears that comes too often and empties my soul making me vulnerable.
Please let ma fall asleep, away from this misery I can't handle it.
Instead I take out the razorblade and cut my wrist.
In a funny way I feel better. Damn how stupid am I. like cutting yourself would make everything better.