by behindwettears Jan 22, 2006
category :
Sadness, depression /
about death
All my life she had what I loved. She was always there for me and I loved her so much. I wish I could be with her all the time, but before she cut and before she drugged. As I sit in class the day after she died. I heard tomorrow will be a service for Elizabeth T. Parker; for she died last night after being taking to the hospital. I left the room running back to my house as people ran after me saying I was skipping. I turned around walked into a field and fell weak from the drugs, but as I sat there crying I heard her say Niki don’t live a life like I have. Don’t let people bring you down. We met in 7th grade and now you’re a junior, look how far you have made it. Don’t do what I did and hurt your self. I always thought of myself and you got that out of me as best you could. I stole and you stopped me. Now I’m all over. I am an angel not just for you, but also for people everywhere. I will be at the births of your children. I’ll be there when you cry and when you die. Don’t be sad because I am with you and you were with me when I couldn’t talk to anyone else. When I was in trouble you were always there. I did this because I had it bad and you had it great. But otherwise we are the same. Niki went to the doctor the next day and she said you are pregnant. I looked up and saw Lizzi look down and say that will be my soul in that baby. I will do anything Niki. I want to be there and be a better parent than mine were. I will be your daughter and you will be my mother. I will always be there for you. Don’t worry about that. Tell mother and say this is Lizzi and I said this baby will have her name no matter what. You say I will argue with the daddy, but I will still name her Elizabeth Theresa just for you. |