Reality

I looked and looked
and searched so long
but i just couldn't find the one.

Until that is
you came along.
Your smile shone brightly
as the sun.

For days
all i could think about was you.
Sadly those days
will never end.
Those days continue
through and through.
My broken heart cant seem to mend.

You didn't have to tell me 'bout her.
I could have lived my life in dreams.
I had to face reality.
Its harder than it seems.

Before i didn't know how bad it hurt.
Before, i thought
its not so bad.
And then i faced reality.
Reality is pretty sad.

well now i sit,
I lay,
I cry
and i cant help but think.
I wish that i could
simply die!
Reality just stinks!!!...@