Numb

I'm slowly losing all feeling
never to have it return again

my body is numb
my mind slowly succumbing

i used to dread this feeling
but now welcome it with open arms

the pain will no longer bother
the longing is forever gone

my smile goes slack
as i lose sight of happiness

my frown lines fading
as the anger recedes

i dunno it super bad its no much of a poem just what i feel