They all treat me the same,
like I'm every other person they've ever met,
no one sees my real pain,
no one can feel my pain,
~
I'm not ok,
I'm not happy on the inside,
as I look on the outside,
and no one will realize it,
~
what did I ever do to deserve this,
what did I do?!?!,
I try to be good,
but accidents happen,
~
I don't mean to let you down,
or lose your trust,
but accidents happen,
when your not ok,
~
I'm sorry for what I did wrong,
and for not looking at you correctly,
punish me like you do,
it's not that it's new now,
~
when I'm treated like this,
I give my mind and body conciquences,
I cut until I bleed out,
don't be surprised if I don't wake up,
~
today I've had enough,
and to much blood has drained,
my last accident,
now I'm ok
