You don't understand

You just don't understand me
You don't understand the pain I feel
Everyday it a living hell
It all just feels to real

My wrists are scared and bleeding
My heart it is the same
You don't know what to think of me
My life is not a game

You can't play with my emotions
And you can't tell me what to do
You always get me mad
And I never take it out on you

I go home and shut my door
And hope my parents are gone
I get out the knife, begin to cut
And put on a sad song

When the blood pours out of me
I feel just like I should
I bleed all of my pain away
And for a second my life is good

I don't mind the stinging
I don't mind that pain I give
I just want you to leave me alone
I just want you to let me live