Hassled out of bed
By an inanimate object
Screaming out today weather
Too bothered to stay put
To let my unsure mind
Be filled with insecure thoughts
My life\'s complicated
Juggling school, work
The normal stuff
Until my thoughts wander
My ideas fade
My life becomes used
Like an old car running on nothing
Bought from someone you don\'t
trust
Stress builds up
Though I choose to ignore it
An emptiness fills my body
Thrashing about loneliness
Barely being able to hold up my
strained shoulders
Let alone being able to stand on
solid ground
Looking back the light grows
dimmer
Forward ahead a black stare
Loosing thoughts to a crazed mind
A crazed mind who want to be dead