I'm not okay

I wrote a poem today
because it was all i could say
to get the feelings out of my head
so much left i couldn't bear to have said

i'm going crazy with each and ever sound
being picked up and shoved back to the ground
i don't know how much mor ei can take
before in two i just break

everythigns just going wrong and you can't be here,
to help me hol back my one last tear
surprise surprise the fault is all mine
and its too late to turn back time

i wrote a poem today
to let you know someday i'll be okay
right now i'm just not
but its my war to be fought