If I die tonight...

If I was to die tonight.
This is what I would say.
To make it all right.
To make everything ok.
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To my brother.
I just want you to know.
I loved you like no other.
And never forget that bro.
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To Margaret and Mary.
The twin sisters I wish I better knew.
No matter what yall were always there.
And for that let me just say thank you.
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To the girl I love.
Yes I'm talking about you.
I cherished the time of my life you were apart of.
And from the first time I said "I love you", know it was true.
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To my mom.
I just wanted you to be happy.
I knew I never was good enough.
I'm sorry I made your life so crappie.
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To my dad.
Excuse me this may take awhile.
To everything you've ever had.
I hope it was all worthwhile
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You screwed up me.
And my older brother.
You can disagree.
You'll hear the same thing from any other.
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I loved you dad.
And just wanted to make you proud.
But I would always end up making you mad.
And I was always hidden under your shroud.
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This world was a cruel place.
I hope the next treats me better.
Because in this life I lost the race.
Which is the reason I'm writing this letter.
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So If I die tonight.
I promise everything will be ok.
I just hope I didn't die without a fight.
And I hope god forgives me for forgetting to pray...

(c) JP 2006