Words in mind but i am speechless

Around you i am comfortable
around you i am me
around you i know what is real
around you i feel free

without you i think about you
without you i cannot sleep
without you i don't know what to do
without you i tend to weep

and yet this feeling a fear i hold
keeps coming to me
i try to ignore it
but it won't let me be

i am scared of losing
i am scared of not being the one
i am scared of knowing it's wrong
i am scared it will all be gone

it could be that i am scared of me
it could be i just want to fly
maybe it's that i want to be yours
or i just want to die

my head is spinning in circles
all night and day
for those times i think of you
but in a peculiar way

i don't know what i want
but yet i want you
still i am running in circles
i just don't know what to do

your sweet
your kind
but still i don't know
do i want you to be mine?