A LOVE THAT DIES SLOWELY

by Katie Stice   Jan 23, 2006


We first fell in love and everything was perfectly fine, see this was a love that was going to stay together for a very long time. Two teens in love and knew every night that they belonged to the one they loved See I never wanted to believe it was something I couldnt ever figure out something I couldnt see, things change and things never last, things die and nothing stays real and alive. I never wanted things to happen so fast, cause now all the good things about us have past. We didnt take our time to make things right we always rushed and now its like a plane that has taken off flight. As they say nothing gold can stay, didnt see, didnt think we would end up this way See hes the kind of guy who no matter what he does you still love him and cant leave, but lately I have been thinking why should I stay with someone who causes so many tears its all like a bad nightmare. Left to right you keep doing things that arent right, things like not calling not wanting to see me but baby things cant stay like this for ever I am not so cleaver because this is something I should of done when I knew it was all starting, but now I am stuck on to leave or to stay. All my friends say go cause you dont deserve it but then I tell myself no I know there is something there and things will get better well I pray anyways. My mind says go but my heart says no dont leave. Wanting to go but then I am scared you wont come back to me See Harley Ray I really love you and yes you will always be my baby but things got to be done and things got to change. There is a long range between us we cant ever seem to get along anymore and you dont seem to care. I know life isnt very fair I dont want to go but thinking I have to cant go through all this shit anymore to many tears to many thoughts of stuff I shouldnt be thinking, to say my heart is slowly sinking. Sinking into a place where it has never been, no not heaven somewhere, where it has finally told me to let go, and if you love me so then you will come back to me. Maybe we need a break but then again we need a break up. See this is so damn tuff cant make up my mind my heart is saying donâ??t worry things will get better over time. Well I have been listing to my heart but it has let everything fall apart I have waited for things to change but they wont so I am sorry but baby I think I got to go. I still love you and yes I will always, remember me and you cause if you come back after I let you go I am willing to take you back as long as you can prove to me that things wont be the same as last time. This is a love that has died slowly I say that you mostly made it this way, I still love you always and remember me cause baby no one could love you more then I did and remember no matter what I will always be here for you. I thought I could of stayed by your side forever kind of like that song by Monica but we grew apart and now you have to give me back my heart

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