Im goign to break

I'm giving up on life
don't know how much more i can take ............
i want to run so far
my spirit is about to break!!

sick of feeling all this pain
i want to sit and hide
cant keep pretending
holding all these secrets inside

i feel so used and unwanted
its a constant struggle
everything piled up
i don't know how much i can juggle

i hate myself so much
insecurities lie deep inside of me
i don't know quite who i am
or what i want to be

I'm hurting so much
crying to many lost tears
wanting to fix the sorrow
confronted with all my worst fears

i need someone
someone thats not a fake
i cant hold on much longer
i think I'm going to break