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Was it all freaking lies
I'm so lost and alone
confused and hurt
i tell you that I'm fine
but inside I'm slowly dying
i cry, but my tears are like acid
slowly tearing me apart
only my blade knows the tears I've cried
only it knows the pain i feel
you are the one who accepted me,
as i slowly began to accept myself
you built me up,
yet set me on fire.
here i gave you my heart,
yet you shredded it in two
you see my crimson ribbons,
my battle scars,
i want you to know what you meant to me
my arms aren't suppose to look like this
this isn't all i am
there is a true me
under this mask
I've built up a wall
around this pain i feel
its all i know
its all I've known
its home to me
and I'm never giving it up