Unanswered Questions

Why can't anyone see me here?
or am i really that dead?
why am i the only one whose un-happy,
and living in my fears?
why don't I have any real friends?
what did i do to screw up this bad?
how could i have fallen this far,
to the point where i can't even get up anymore.
how is it that my scars explain everything,
anything,
even things i don't know?
how is it that no one can see me crying?
am i really that invisible?
how come i can't find someone true?
and why is it that I'm so blue?
so my real question is this life really worth living?