As she lays on the bed and every one prays I stand by her side she got caught she is dead she lays in her bed and my life has changed now I cant live she had brought so much happiness to my life I now sheâ??s not dead she is just sleeping in the hospital with me and her family by her side just as she wish I hope she gets better I know she will probably get assigned a different house like in Nashville for her wishes but she is scared I am scared we all are to see such a beautiful soul be so hurt now everyone knows how bad she hated her life like I know all along as she told me almost everything at any time in the day I love it but I know if she kills her self than I can not live it would hurt to go to school and I would be so hurt to even watch television I would cry 24/7 then I would start to cut my self and then I would become just like she did and I know that my parent would die and be hurt so bad and all of my friend would try to get me out of it and now I am not like that and I am happy and I donâ??t think I could live wit out you lyLizzieou are my best friend and I know you will always be there for me and I know I could not live with out you plpleaselp me and not do anything stupid and try to become a good girl and that means not being a totally good girl but still having a bad girl sign lyLizzie love you to death and I hope this never happens to you I know you will always be there for me and I donâ??t know what I would do with out you plepleasnâ??t kill or hurt your self anymore all you will do is hurt your friend with you and no body wants that I love you more than I love my own sister nikqNikitanikiNiki
