Hurtful names are called everyday i try to run away from what they saying there words are breaking my heart and they have already shattered my life into nothingness i run in pain from what they are saying tears are falling from my eyes hoping the words will stop hoping i wont hear them but i can I'm still running in pain with my heart slowly breaking in pain and they dont even care what there doing to me i get home i lock the door and i cry i put the music up loud and i take my knife pushing it through my skin blood running dripping off my arm I'm shakking in pain and when i'm done i grabb my teddy bear hug it tight wishing i was dead knowing what they are saying is not true but starting to believe it caz they say it so friggin much i cry and wait 2 die wishing i could hear nothing but the music some times i cant even hear myself think i only hear the words they say it runs through my mind over and over again all i can do is cry and wish 2 die but i hold my head high even though deep inside i wanna die but u see how much hurtful words hurt me what they do 2 me i cant get to sleep alot just caz the words run though my mind i wish i was forever sleeping never to wake up again just because of there hurtgul words
