Living this lie

Living this lie I\'m living
with nothing worth while
pretending all the laughs
and putting on the fake smile

Playing along with my happiness
playing along with this life
fuk it I'm leaving
and I'm going out with this knife

the one in my hand
thats been my best friend
he promised he\'d be ther
till the very end

so I'm using him
and hes helping me
hes helping me
learn to see

i have to leave
this life is a big lie
and hes helping learn
how to not cry