I know how you feel,, i see the pain in your words, ii feel the pain you feel...everything will get better though, i can promise that, because, well, not much can make it worse, can it?
someone once told me that their is one day a year that you can be sad, and you can be happy 364 days in the year, i try to think of that when i cry and it makes me feel better...i hope you feel better....

Yeah I know how that feels just hang in there things will bound to get better somehow. love ur poems. xoxo Rachxoxo