I WISH SHE WOULD HAVE NEVER CALLED AND TOLD ME THAT TODAY. THAT SOON SURGERY WILL BE YOUR ONLY WAY. ALTHOUGH WE CAN NO LONGER BE THAT DOESN'T MEAN I DINT STILL HAVE THESE FEELINGS IN ME. WHAT IF YOU CAN NO LONGER DO THE THING THAT YOU SO LOVE AND WHAT IF ITS MY FAULT THAT ALL OF THIS HAPPENED TO YOU AT ALL. MAYBE IF I WOULD HAVE NEVER SAID YES YOU WOULD HAVE BEEN MORE FOCUSED THAT DAY. MAYBE THIS PAIN WOULD HAVE NEVER COME YOUR WAY. I'M SICK TO MY STOMACH AT THE THOUGHT YOU MAY NOT BE KAY, YET I FIGHT TO KEEP THESE TEARS BURIED DEEP DOWN INSIDE BECAUSE I KNOW THAT THIS DEPENDS ON YOUR LIFE. NOT LIFE AND DEATH BUT WHAT YOU WANNA DO I JUST HOPE THINGS TURN OUT GREAT FOR YOU.
