My heart aches continuously
My mind spirals out of control
My life has made a turn for the worst
Death has overtaken my soul
I feel a sharp pain go through my body
As life throws more problems my way
The knife being forced deeper into my skin
All sights of happiness I must betray
The person you use to know
Has faded into someone you've never seen
I've created a new darkening image
My secrets are all unseen
The situations that Ive had to deal with
Have changed my outlook on life
Its not all about happiness anymore
Its become a matter of strife
Being neglected by the world
Dealing with everyone else's issues
I have no more time for myself
As my heart starts to bruise
My body has turned cold to the touch
My skin is gaining a purple complexion
When I look deep into your eyes
You see nothing but complete rejection
Detached from my complete thoughts
I no longer know what I'm thinking
All my thoughts have been joined together
I feel as if Ive been drinking
My regrets have been erased
I've made so many mistakes
I decided to live life without hesitation
No matter what it takes
Ive become emotionally unstable
The little problems bring on the tears
I cant handle the enormous distractions anymore
Ive been beaten down all these years
I've had my heart taken out
Then torn to pieces and smashed
Every breath I take now is a struggle
My body has been thrashed.
Deciding whether to stay here or go
Has become recklessly hard
Either decision that I make now
Leaves someone deeply scarred.
