Fighting For You

I Loved & lost only to live & Love another day,
been in Love with You since I was a kid & the sh-t wont go away,
I've tried it all from A-Z, from beginning to end,
from one girl to another in vain, it was all just to pretend,
to trick myself into believing I didn't Love You but I knew it was all a lie,
like I wouldn't give my life to keep You happy in the blink of an eye,
no one knows what You're really worth Love, more than I do,
what we shared were the strongest feelings we've felt, You & I know that thats true,
I've always felt the way I feel, ever since the day we first met,
even though we were young & we both looked a mess,
me, a chubby kid, and You with Your r-----w specks, =)
see, everything I've come to know about Love is built around who You are,
now, as I gaze in to the heavens at night it seems dull with out You, with out its brightest star,
the world lost all sense of worth, beauty lost all appeal,
with out You in my life, nothing appears to be real,
You mean way too much to me, there must be something I can do,
my Love for You wont die but I can die, Jaan, fighting for You.