And ur gone

The fire is blazing
it is blazing high
the heat is near
i feel it as though i am there...
i can't help it
i am in constant tears
as your loss
i cannot bear
the way you went was so cruel
and at such a young age
ur mother was secretly psycho
we can all see that now... such a pity we couldnt see it before and so sad you didnt either
and the pain ur brother is going through
is nearly killing him... its nearly killing me, to know the pain he feels
he will never be the same... knowing what she did... and neither will i and all the ones that loved you...
our mourning is never ending
although we know itz in the past...
never again will we see a blaze without tears silently streaming down our faces
never again will we see someone wield an axe and not have our hearts ache... with the pain of knowing...
never again will we see ur beautiful smile and laugh with you again...
until we are in our elder years and our after life is drawn... until then my gorgeous we say goodbye...

`~* okay people admittedly not exactly great but itz not really a poem... itz just tha words i need to put together to say goodbye to my one of my best friends hoo was so recently killed... nehoo mwa*~`