I'm So Sorry

There I go once again,
Letting the worst of me take control,
This is not who I am ,
There's a better side that I hold.

Now its happened once again,
And I've made you so uneasy,
You were never meant to know,
This other side of me.

But here I am in tears
Reaching out my hands to you,
Asking for forgiveness,
As I sit here so confused..

So here I ago again
Trying to take control,
As I try to mend my wrongs,
And get back what it stole.

The better side of me,
The side of me I wanted you to know,
I'm so sorry I never meant
the worst of me to show..