Love that hurts is harder to let go...

Born into this night so violently,
The suffering strings along,
Every day hurting silently,
Drowned in reminders of how I was wrong,

Death is not so far away,
But not even death can set me free,
Still I am forced to stay,
When the pain slowly consumes me,

The blood splattered across the room,
How did it end up like this,
Stuck beneath my self inflicted doom,
All going back to that one forbidden kiss,

I sharp my wits to take another blow,
Another one to take straight to the head,
Wishing for another one to make your memories go,
But if you must cut me up, then go ahead,

I finally learned to let go of the past,
Even with you haunting my every step,
Never thought my blood would drain that fast,
Finally released from your blood debt,

So my lover through pain,
It is time for me to leave you behind,
At last I can face the falling rain,
Without your words to keep me blind….