I lie tonight in my horrible bed,
Wishing that I was in yours instead,
wishing I could wrap my arms around your soft skin,
and longing for things that I know should have been.
I know I shouldn't tell you these that I feel,
all the dreams that I long for and want to be real,
But I can't help myself when I sit and think of you,
Cause to be completley honest I wish that you knew,
How much in my heart I will always know,
that together through whatever our love could have grown,
But I know that these dreams are exactly that,
Dreams that can no longer ever become fact.
But that dosent stop wanting the things that I long for,
and only wishing they had a chance to become more,
I'm sorry to go on, I know it's not on,
but I will love you forever now that you are gone.