Sitting in the dark
Thoughts racing through my mind
All I wanna do
Is leave it all behind
I wanna go away
To another place
But no matter how far I go
My memory cannot erase
Life is unbearable
The tears, thoughts, pain
My heart is not strong enough
To mend itself again
I stare into the mirror
Hatred is what I feel
The girl staring back at me
I desperately want to kill
Sitting in the dark
Thoughts racing through my mind
I take the knife thats next to me
And finally leave it all behind.
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I wrote this at 1am so its kinda bad. But this is how I feel of my life, so many things have happened in the last 2 weeks and I don't know if my heart is strong enough to mend.