Life itself

I don’t know why I am not sure how it came to do this so don’t bother to ask
Year one went great my life and easy thing
The second year I had to be potty trained
Third year I had to learn to eat right and stand on my own two feet
Forth year I had to learn the difference between wrong and right
On my fifth year of life I did everything right nothing went wrong
The sixth year I wanted to cry and hated school as well
On the seventh year I finally started to like girls and did not say gross do not touch me or anything.
On the 8 year of life I wondered why I was so shy
On my ninth year of like I began to mess up with the law also the first year I touch alcohol
On the tenth year I experimented with women and got my first kiss
On the 11th year I moved to where I am now
On the 12th year I got locked up for a long while
13th year I sank into violent depression cutting and scratch u and stabbing myself
on the 14th year still depressed at the life I had lost turned to love as a cure used it like a drug to heal my pain and got hurt once more.
15 year depression was gone and along came the abuse of drugs and more alcohol
16 I got it right no more drugs no more addictions and I have found people just like me to speak out with
17 years old I finally made it past 16 and that’s all I have to hope for is too make it one more year

i do not even know myself what to make of this hope u all enjoy it