Hide Away..

I want to fade away
Hide in the night,
Curl up in a corner
And say I am alright.
I want to go and leave now
End my terrible life,
Everything is such a mess
I need the help of a knife.
If I had a blade
I would dig it in,
Cut up all my arm
Ending all my sin.
Everything would be OK
The world would be a better place,
But for now I am left in a heap
Trying to hide my face.
The thought of dying goes away
But deep inside I feel the hurt,
The pain and the suffering
Me feeling like dirt.