For all those times that you hurt me
i don't see why i keep coming back
your love is like the sweetest poison
even though i holds a deadly purpose
still i can't seem to walk away from it
could it be the promise you make
or loving words you tell me to make me come back
which i don't know
all i do know is that once i do come back you always stay the same
and you feed me the same rat poison
yet you can't see the effect
you see your love slowly flows through my vanes
paralyzing me from the inside out
then like the snake i have come to realize you to be
you start to strangle everything inside of me
crushing my spirit and entire soul
the same spirit and soul that i gave you
till all i have left is the hate and anger I've built up for you
no longer do my thoughts consist of the happy moments we had
or the sweet memories that would rock me to sleep
now all it is are dreams of a life without you
weather it be this world or the next
i will some day be rid of you
and when that day comes i know god has answered my prayers
