Trying to smile when I want to cry
trying to talk when i want to say goodbye
tryying to feel hate when I fell love
trying to get away from the only one I want
I keep trying but it doesn't help anything
the pain in my heart so badly stings
the sorrow and pain I try to forget
in the end your just another regret
falling in a lake of tears
finding your different then what you appeared
I try to find a reason why
all you do is make me cry
I guess you just couldn't see
when I was with you I was so happy
I didn't see you often but it was enough
missing you made me feel tough
I guess you didn't feel the same so here I am drenched in pain
crying so much it could be a flood
cutting too much, tears mixed in blood
all I have to show for my pain
is my broken heart filled with shame
forgetting the love I thought we shared
trying so hard to forget how you cared
I tried so hard to make it true
I tried so hard to forget about you
