Mom...

I'm sorry mom,
that I asked you to care.
I'm sorry mom,
I wanted you there.
I'm sorry mom,
but you could care less.
I'm sorry mom,
that I caused all the stress.
I'm sorry mom,
you weren't there at all.
I'm sorry mom,
you watched me fall.
I'm sorry mom,
you didn't help me.
I'm sorry mom,
maybe one day you'll see.

I'm not sorry mom,
that I want to die.
I'm not sorry mom,
that I wonder why.
I'm not sorry mom,
I have no regrets.
I'm not sorry mom,
you're the one to forget.
I'm not sorry mom,
the pieces you didn't see.
I'm not sorry mom,
all you can say is please.
I'm not sorry mom,
but this isn't about you.
I'm not sorry mom,
the words I say are true.